when the first star you see may not be your star... im not your star

um wow. something corporate. amazing i cant believe i havent listened to these guys in so long. but me and the moon, ruthless, konstantine.... MEMORIES OF YOUR OLD BLUE APARTMENT.... i wish we could go back then. um school was cool i guess. i wish break started THIS friday instead of next tho. went to the mall after and bought some sweet shit. panera bread. OMG AMAZING. hahaha got my hair cut right tonya??? PSYCHE!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN O MAN, you'd prolly slap me across the face. and please dont jump in front of a car. i dont wanna go to church...seriously tonya your on some mad drugs i think...


CLOSE CALLL xo: yo black boy
tip youur hooker: yo
CLOSE CALLL xo: sup gangster?
tip youur hooker: nm u
CLOSE CALLL xo: nothing.. sitting here.. BOREDDD
tip youur hooker: me 2
tip youur hooker: im so hungry
CLOSE CALLL xo: um im reading quotes from mean girls!! cool eh>
tip youur hooker: lol oh your coolk
CLOSE CALLL xo: I KNOW I KNOW
CLOSE CALLL xo: At your age, you're going to have a lot of urges. You're going to want to take off your clothes, and touch each other. But if you do touch each other, you *will* get Chlamydia... and die.
tip youur hooker: hahahaha
CLOSE CALLL xo: And on the third day, God created the Remington bolt-action rifle, so that Man could fight the dinosaurs. And the homosexuals.

CLOSE CALLL xo: Somebody wrote in that book that I'm lying about being a virgin because I use super jumbo tampons... but I can't help it if I've got a heavy flow and a wide set vagina!
CLOSE CALLL xo: OMG IM LAUGHING SO HARD IM TEARING UP!
tip youur hooker: wow your laughing at fucking quotes from mean girls
tip youur hooker: omg did u hear the new song by matchbook. OH YEA YOU PASSED OUT
CLOSE CALLL xo: Don't have sex, because you will get pregnant and die! Don't have sex in the missionary position, don't have sex standing up, just don't do it, OK, promise? OK, now everybody take some rubbers.

CLOSE CALLL xo: no, was it good?
tip youur hooker: ya its good
tip youur hooker: um when we hang otu your gonna learn the words and the clapping positions and shit :-D
tip youur hooker: they clap in it
CLOSE CALLL xo: haha the CLAPPING POSITIONS>?!?!
tip youur hooker: ya THEY CLAP IN IT. ok so its not a position more like a CLAPPING RHYTHM
tip youur hooker: omg im listening to me and the moon and im remembering when u lived in the blue apartment and omg. we were so obsessed with then. i havent listened to them in FOREVER
CLOSE CALLL xo: ewww..
CLOSE CALLL xo: Aww***
CLOSE CALLL xo: I meant Aw* sorry
tip youur hooker: lol
tip youur hooker: but do you remember when we were all about something corporate back when u lived in ur blue apartment
CLOSE CALLL xo: yeah i remeber!!
tip youur hooker: wow. WE WERE SO YOUNG THEN. i wish we could go back
CLOSE CALLL xo: yeah!! me to
tip youur hooker: um those were the fucking days
tip youur hooker: when we were GOOD KIDS!
tip youur hooker: not that were bad ones
CLOSE CALLL xo: YEah!
tip youur hooker: but we were so young and naive then
tip youur hooker: i think im gonna fill my profile with only soco lyrics
tip youur hooker: OMG RUTHLESS! I HAVENT HEARD THIS IN SO LONG. THIS WAS LIKE OUR JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CLOSE CALLL xo: UM I LLOVEEEE THAT SONG!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!
tip youur hooker: AND THERE YOU GO FOR THE LAST TIME I FIANLLY KNOW NOW WHAT I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THEN AND I COULD STILL BE RUTHLESS IF YOU LET ME
tip youur hooker: <3333333333333 OMFG I MISS THOSE DAYS
CLOSE CALLL xo: me too!
tip youur hooker: WOW.. SADNESS AGAIN!
tip youur hooker: omfg
tip youur hooker: konstantine
tip youur hooker: omg :'(:'(:'(:'(
tip youur hooker: wow time to cry and then write in lj!
CLOSE CALLL xo: haha ok deal
CLOSE CALLL xo: but first.. ASHLIE GETS HER FRIGGING BRACES OFF TOMORROW!!!!! OMG OMG OMG !!
tip youur hooker: awesomeee
tip youur hooker: um have you thought about what ur lj is gonna be about. I SEE YOU HAVENT UPDATED TODAY!!!!!!!! >:o
CLOSE CALLL xo: haha no i have no idea..
CLOSE CALLL xo: i was thinking about not writing but you'll killl me
tip youur hooker: um well you best put in some soco and start thinkin biotch
CLOSE CALLL xo: ok.
tip youur hooker: haha
tip youur hooker: um stpeh kemp shoved me into courtney car today and i hit my head on the top of the car and now i have a big red puffy eye!!!!
CLOSE CALLL xo: hahahahahahah!!!
tip youur hooker: um NOT funny at all. i look like a fucking freak
CLOSE CALLL xo: haha you always look like afreak
tip youur hooker: um wow go jump in front of a car
CLOSE CALLL xo: haha OMG UM BYE!!
CLOSE CALLL xo: =-O
CLOSE CALLL xo: :'(
tip youur hooker: hahahaha omg JK
tip youur hooker: lol if u died. lets not go there
CLOSE CALLL xo: haha.. no ill go do it!
tip youur hooker: i'd prolly like start going to church and pray that you come back to me for like 2 yoears o,k 5 years!!!!!!!!
tip youur hooker: um do you realize we have alot to accomplsih this holiday season. FOR EXAMPLE. pub food, mean girls, ice skating, making cookies
tip youur hooker: you best be ready to hang out
CLOSE CALLL xo: um word
tip youur hooker: um i hope you dont die cause i dont wanna go to church for 5 years :-P
CLOSE CALLL xo: yeah worddd
CLOSE CALLL xo: hahahahahah!!

if you just re-read all of that your crazy. seriously our conversation lately has been great its been like old times. I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR KERI YADDOW TO GET HOME AND WE START HAVIN SOME MAD CHILL SESSIONS.... pub, ice skating, mean girls, making cookies. UM PUTTING FLOUR IN YOUR HAIR. cant wait. but im going to bed because i have to go to school and then work in a piece of shit place tomorrow. COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TILL SUNDAY AND I GET A WHOLE MONTH OFF. um collecting unemployment? im thinking
YEA!!!!


ITS NOT HARD TO DREAM [YOU'LL] ALWAYS BE MY KONSTANTINE.
did you know i miss you? i miss you.